Alone, Again

In fifteen minutes, I’ll wake Exish up and he’ll load his things into his truck and leave for Wyoming. I have to say…I’m going to miss him.

For two people with such an awful history, we do tend to miss one another. I think our actual biology has become intertwined over the last three decades. Who knows?

Though it will be nice to have time alone, I’ll be worrying about him and thinking of him. I’m his only family. Me, the boys…my extended family…all his family, too. We’ll always sit across the table at my mom’s on Thanksgiving and Christmas, be there on the Fourth of July, watching fireworks.  The whole deal. So, while we’re not ideal as husband and wife, we’re ok as family. Which really sounds crazy…

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