Mind Fails Heart

At least he loved me

As he yelled and screamed

And spat on me

He still loved me

I know he did
He loved me

Knowing that I knew his secrets

One and all

When he told his girlfriends I was a stupid cunt

A sorry bitch who never cared

Even though he was my life and he knew it

He still loved me

I know he did
He loved me

As he sat across the room in his chair

Gun at his side, staring right through me

Swearing he’d never end me

While I cried, wishing he’d get it over with

He still loved me

I know he did
Six months gone, today, he is

Six months that he’s closer to me than he ever was

His shadow moves around this house

He whispers in my ear at night

I still love you

And I always did

Through the sorrow I tell myself

He really loved me

I know he did

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