I feel Godless
Torn from His hand and tossed into Hell

Right here, right now

Tormented by things unseen

I am a solitary soul

Fighting for clarity

As time deceives my broken mind

Moments pass

As they collaborate and conspire

Determined to inflict their will upon me

Yet my end is beyond reach

Time has made it so

Outstretched arms flail about

Trying to catch hold of it

That I might finally prevail in this war

Against life and time and meaning

Eyes open, I realize

My end won’t come to me today

No matter how much I beg

Or try

Handful of chemical bullets

On my nightstand

I vow not to miss, again

Eyes close as I fall into my dreams, once more

Praying it’s the last time 

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